Saturday, June 4, 2011

Affair

We walked side by side, his hand around my waist. I couldn't stop thinking about the other important man in my life - my boyfriend.

We walked into a building and stopped by the elevator. His hand still around my waist. The elevator arrived and we walked in.

For some reason - I didn't know why - I stood on tiptoe and gave him a light kiss on his lips. He quickly held me refusing to let me go. I looked down, refusing to meet his eyes. I couldn't, I thought, I simply couldn't. I could feel his gaze burning on me, as if wanting to see right through me. I knew he wanted to kiss me, not a peck like just now but a real kiss - a long, tender kiss. I wouldn't allow him. I couldn't. I had only one thought in my mind, I won't betray my boyfriend.

And that was when I woke up.

A dream of an affair. I wonder why. Is that because I long for it? Some kind of secret fantasy of mine?

14 comments:

Anonymous said...

whoa!! what a dream!! did u manage to recall how he looks like? :p

MODERN ROBINSON CRUSOE said...

LOL - I can only say "luckily it's only a dream"..& btw mr chin not reading this?? Oh no OH NO!!!!!!! LOL

thE gEOgrAphicAlly blind said...

PCH, I only remember he's an Indian :P

Robinson, nah he wouldn't mind. :D

MODERN ROBINSON CRUSOE said...

Add-on : btw if it's just a dream, it's not really an affair unless it's "translated" to physical act!! Hahaha

MODERN ROBINSON CRUSOE said...

Last add-on: Also, sometimes i feel gal use these "tactic" to arouse the jealously of their partner?? to draw more attention to yourself hahaha - Stay true to yourself oh shin loo!!

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MODERN ROBINSON CRUSOE said...

Ok sorry "racist" is too strong word but really your heart knows better of reason for these posting - Be fair to mr chin

wykay said...

oh no... when u said Indian... some one blink into my mind :P
shinloo... day thinking will turn into dream... so~!! u think too much!! hahaha

thE gEOgrAphicAlly blind said...

Robinson, it's not really a tactic to gain attention. I actually kind of got Mr. Chin's permission before posting this. So definitely he's fine with it ;)

TYK, who flashed into your mind??? LOLz!!! Kevin or Momo???

wykay said...

hmmm... mana mana satu saja u prefer lor... wahahah!!

MODERN ROBINSON CRUSOE said...

Yeah (shaking the fist at shin loo) : U better be nice & be loyal to Mr chin after what he went through wif u : all thick & thins in life & accompanied you in those trips you blogged here!! LOL :)

confessions of a medical student said...

haha... naughty, naughty,.... only one thing i can make out of that dream, HE is taller, (note that you had to tiptoe to reach his lips) and you are already supposedly together in the dream -hand holding waist...

well, luckily it's just a innocent kiss fantasy and nothing more, i hope... haha! =P

tienunscripted said...

Do you happen to recognise the guy's face? Nolah, you're not longing for an affair, I think you're just longing for that "spark" or feeling of being wanted. *hint hint* to Mr Chin hehe ;)

thE gEOgrAphicAlly blind said...

Shinyin, of course it's nothing more haha... But good observations you have there. I didn't notice until you said that. Oh well, that doesn't mean anything though.

Tien, no I don't think i can recognize his face lolz. :) Anyway it was a short dream.