Tuesday, January 20, 2009

An Apology

I am one hell of a difficult person, I know. I am sensitive, and I think too much. Sometimes I don't even know what I want. I expect people to understand me, to know the reason I get angry/upset, to know what is in my mind and what I want. I want people to make me happy, though I know very well no one can make me happy but myself.

I know I know I know... But, I just can't help being difficult. I want to change, I really do. But... I know there's no excuse but... I just can't help it.

6 comments:

MODERN ROBINSON CRUSOE said...

OH UH...You seems to echo my feelings sometimes, except the parts on "expect people to understand me" & "want people to make me happy".......seriously but i can laugh 'healthily" at that...But it's ok, try not to be hard on yourself sometimes...Human's never perfect...I guess we just have to keep on trying on the changes part???

confessions of a medical student said...

bottling up feelings and expecting other ppl to have xray eyes.. it's perhaps the dumbness and most illogical thing to do... yet, we do that all the time...

shinLoo, this is call syndrome MERAJUK.. you are waiting for someone to PUJUK you... hehe... and when the pujukan doesn't comes in time.. it ends in frustration.... no?

thE gEOgrAphicAlly blind said...

shinyin, u totally describe my feelings, couldn't agree more :( though i hate to admit it...

modern robinson crusoe, u see? no one can understand a girl more than another girl... erm... am i crapping?

Lollipop said...

i can totally relate to his post....i am soooooo guilty of it too...hehe

MODERN ROBINSON CRUSOE said...

LOL....AGREE...GIRLS ALWAYS UNDERSTAND GIRLS BETTER....THAT'S WHY ALL THE "CHI MUI" (SISTERS) ARE TOGETHER....:)..SHALL REFRAIN TO COMMENT UNNECESSARY & **ZIPPED** THE MOUTH....:D

thE gEOgrAphicAlly blind said...

shin tien, ya i know we're the same species.. hehe...

modern robinson crusoe, well i'm not forbidding u to comment or anything... i'm a democratic, u're free to voice yourself.. :) and i'm happy got people comment on my blog actually.