Friday, March 13, 2009

loneliness

it feels so strange
and yet so familiar
the feeling of loneliness
when was the last time i felt it
i don't remember
home alone watching freedom writers for the umpteenth time
it never fail to touch me
never fail to awaken my tears
i guess that was when the loneliness crept in
silently
without a trace
i couldn't resist
i thought i didn't care
when they said they were busy
when they said they couldn't come
when she said i couldn't go visit
and
when i asked him not to call
i thought i'd be fine
i thought
when was the last time i felt this way
i can't remember
but the feeling is familiar
and yet so strange

9 comments:

confessions of a medical student said...

oh dear, i feel so guilty... sorry shinLoo, today memang cannot teman you... was revising with friends over dinner, and after dinner.... now it's 3:23am, baru i can go sleep... and tml morning 8am got class some more.... this coming exam is seriously very major... the one and a half hours on wednesday will determine whether i will graduate or not.. if minor exam, i really don't mind going out with you de... anyway, i'll make it up to you after exam ya... we go celebrate your belated birthday... cheer up ya! goodnight...

thE gEOgrAphicAlly blind said...

it's really ok, wu shin'n... i know how important this exam is u dont really need to explain this to me... anyway i din write this blog to complain to you or anything... i was just expressing myself... and you were not the main reason that i felt... unhappy... i'm really ok =) you should concentrate more on your exam.. and drive safe on your way home... look forward to celebrating my belated birthday with you guys... =)

confessions of a medical student said...

cheer up gal.... zilin will be back from training soon..

thE gEOgrAphicAlly blind said...

IT'S NOT BECAUSE OF HIM !!!!

thE gEOgrAphicAlly blind said...

I COULDN'T CARE LESS IF HE DOESN'T COME BACK FOREVER !!!

suk teng said...

i hope you're better ..

Lollipop said...

"I COULDN'T CARE LESS IF HE DOESN'T COME BACK FOREVER !!!"
tsk tsk tsk...such a BIG FAT LIE!!!

thE gEOgrAphicAlly blind said...

cheh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

"I COULDN'T CARE LESS IF HE DOESN'T COME BACK FOREVER !!!"
very lie ler